I miss my blog so much. I still go back and read it sometimes and when I do I really want to sit down and read the whole thing, not just one or two posts. Maybe that is really self-centered or narcissistic but I don’t think it is, I think I just like remember back to thing that I did that I really enjoyed and wrote about. It helped me think through things, plan for things, and remember things and people. A lot has changed since I started to write these blogs. For example, I have now ran three half marathons, Keagan is getting married in a little over a month, I have a boyfriend, Dakota is getting married right after Keagan and on and on. Lately I do not have the time to write; at my old job I had a lot of time to write, so that is what I did. Now I am busy at work on the time but I can wear headphones so I have all the time to listen. I have not thought of it before but I clearly would rather talk (or write) than listen but maybe it was a God thing for me to shut up and start listening. I now not only listen to music but to many online sermons (Nathan Weller (my past Pastor), Francis Chan and Mark Driscoll), POD casts (Glenn Beck), and audiobooks. I guess it was time to hear other voices than my own.