Why do I write blogs?

I really don’t know. I have never been much of a writer; I never consistently kept a journal or did writings before in anyway until this blog. I do not do it super consistently or on a particular day of the week or anything like that. Sometimes I wait until I have something to say, other times I just start writing and see what happens, or if someone says something that really gets me thinking I will write about it. I don’t think that am a good writer (if I can even call myself a writer at all). I know I am pretty bad at spelling, and not that great at grammar, but I guess I just have a busy mind, and know that I shouldn’t nor can’t talk all the time so I found another way to communicate. I am not sure if I really care if people read or like what I write. I mean, it’s kind of cool to know that people read it, and get something from it, but I don’t think that is why I write it. Maybe I write it just as much for me to read later on, as I do for you to read it now. I do go back and read my blogs later on, and find so many spelling errors. Sorry if the spelling, and grammar bother you, but they don’t really bother me. As I explained before, if I took the time and detail to edit it, I am afraid one of two things could happen, (1) I would change it too much that it wouldn’t really sound like me anymore, it would be too polished, or (2) I would be common too self-conscious of it and nothing would get posted at all.
I have been keeping this blog for a list less than a year now. And even though I do not know why I do it, or generally where all my random blabbering comes from I do even it and I plan to keep blabbering away on here. I hope the few minutes you take to read it every so often isn’t a total waste of your time.